Feeling a bit emotional.. (so don’t be.. WTF). sometimes am like cry out loud and shout to reveal each and every pain i got. But it hardly ends up with a small tear running down on my cheek.. Last time when i looked at myself crying, it was for Ammar, (thats a long story.. which ended up happily) before that it happened for my breakup with a girl i loved the most.. (that cry lasted for a few months after which the brain was kinda washed). Crying is a human phenomenon, and certainly i did faced a few problem even before adulthood.. so that made me a bit more stronger than usual.

The best moments in terms of happiness include quite a lot (thank God). For the ranking the best one i got was when my mother’s bone marrow was declared free from cancer.. i even remember the date and time, May 5th, 2000. Friday.. 5 pm. The second best includes getting 1st in whole batch of class 7th. The third best was a tour to Lahore with my family.. it was back in 2002.

No matter what moments i received for my fate, my parents stand beside me.. even sometimes I am wrong, they don’t embarass me. They certainly deserve a lot. Iam sensitive, i agree !

May God, bless everybody with happiness and joy.

sarmad_cise (3/17/2008 12:17:14 AM): so tell me hows dutchland..
\”Sarahh.. (D) \”Let’s get freakahhayy, the princess is here!!\”\” (3/17/2008 12:17:21 AM): its fun
\”Sarahh.. (D) \”Let’s get freakahhayy, the princess is here!!\”\” (3/17/2008 12:17:27 AM): haha no its a normal country
sarmad_cise (3/17/2008 12:17:47 AM): any racism against foreigners?
\”Sarahh.. (D) \”Let’s get freakahhayy, the princess is here!!\”\” (3/17/2008 12:19:19 AM): a bit
\”Sarahh.. (D) \”Let’s get freakahhayy, the princess is here!!\”\” (3/17/2008 12:19:22 AM): again muslims
sarmad_cise (3/17/2008 12:19:37 AM): thats bad..
\”Sarahh.. (D) \”Let’s get freakahhayy, the princess is here!!\”\” (3/17/2008 12:19:46 AM): but thats because of a movie being made
sarmad_cise (3/17/2008 12:20:01 AM): why mostly muslims?
\”Sarahh.. (D) \”Let’s get freakahhayy, the princess is here!!\”\” (3/17/2008 12:20:28 AM): some guy from a bad politic group is making a movie about the islam
\”Sarahh.. (D) \”Let’s get freakahhayy, the princess is here!!\”\” (3/17/2008 12:20:33 AM): and people copy his behaviour
sarmad_cise (3/17/2008 12:21:14 AM): and what mijority of the dutch like you think of this?
\”Sarahh.. (D) \”Let’s get freakahhayy, the princess is here!!\”\” (3/17/2008 12:21:38 AM): we think he should stop making the movie
sarmad_cise (3/17/2008 12:21:56 AM): i know theres a very bad impression of Muslims among the west..
\”Sarahh.. (D) \”Let’s get freakahhayy, the princess is here!!\”\” (3/17/2008 12:22:28 AM): yeah..
sarmad_cise (3/17/2008 12:22:44 AM): but iam a Muslim myself and we are still talking.. lol
\”Sarahh.. (D) \”Let’s get freakahhayy, the princess is here!!\”\” (3/17/2008 12:23:24 AM): yess i know

Today i went to barber for a normal hair cut. Being a guy i never bothered to have a few number of hair on my face. It was my mistake that i asked the guy if it was okay to scissor some of the tiny hair underneath my eyes and all that. He got excited and the next thing he did was unforgettable. Threading (read) made me shout out loud and i was about to Thinking of those 10 min of fu*king threading water my eyes even now. So what actually the purpose of this post is, that don’t you (either boy or girl) ever try this shitty method of removing unwanted hair unless you are a bigfoot. Go to some laser therapist or live with hair of yours. Its worth than shouting with every pull of the thread piercing your hair off

Although an event started centuries ago, no one got himself familiarize with it specially in Peshawar until Musharraf’s liberal policies. I was 14 when i first heard the term “Valentine” and read some detailed articles on it in public mags. The change is certainly visible in Peshawar. Last night, on my way back from Sadar, dozens of shops were decorated with flower bouquet. With AVON store branch open in Hayatabad PSO Station, you can buy flowers for your girl friend every day.. and the bouquets are in such a large number that they wont finish up even you got 999+ gf’s

My activities today were, waking up at 2pm after a long restless night sitting in front of damn CRT monitor. Had my lunch at around 2:45pm and from that time onwards am here looking after things i got to manage.

There’s an event scheduled today and thats Ammar Bhatigi’s 1st Birthday.. pretty good day to born han, 14th feb? lol.. Wish that she would get more birthday cum valentine days in future.

Yeah, after all the cleaning with a blower at North West Research and nice playing of POTF at Mujtaba’s Birthday, i got my laptop in a state called as “disorder”. I got the Windows XP running walking on it few hours ago when it started to hangup in the middle. Restarted it a few times and now finally, it’s not showing any life at all. Will probably take it some repairer in a few days to fix the shit.

Back to my “Asliat” am on a broken chair with desktop PC casing showing all the inside stuff (there isn’t any cover to the casing), iam posting here.

Also watched Prison Break S03E12.. It was awesome. Hope the season finale would be the same. I really wanna know when the Hollywood writers are going to call off the strike and we could see season 4.

Working on few online as well as offline projects nowadays.. The online include building an all new automated video gallery and fixing the autoblog (hope will get the response from the programmer pretty soon). Am in search of a new Rapidshare account as well. Final Year Project is being running on the offline side.

I gota go now,  need to go to a place called UET as well, which i forget most of the time. Bunking isn’t an option now