Just how many times you encounter people you really loved once, and the heart is pricked with old memories of fun happiness, joy whatever you call that.. just how many times you just see them and lower your eye lids as quickly as you can.. and show that you never saw him/her before.. The spoils of ending relation start smelling once again and you dont even find the time to cry.. Thats when you just busy yourself in something else just like iam doing right now.. Posting here on my blog after signing off from IM coz i saw her online !